Things have been going good and everything seems back to normal. Allen called me this morning and woke me up. It felt GREAT to hear his voice when I got out of bed. I don't know if he realizes how much little things like that mean to me. I know there's times he can't call, but when he does, it makes my whole day better. Hearing his voice when I wake up helps me realize that he is gonna be ok. I know that sometimes I over react, but sometimes I don't think he understands how things are for me, just as I have no way of ever knowing how they must be for him. I just want him to be safe. I want him to come home to me. I get scared when I know he's out on missions, but when I hear from him it makes it so much easier not to worry. I'm just glad things feel normal for us again. We won the soccer game again today, 4-1. We're 3-1 so I guess we have a pretty good team this season. The kids played really good, and Denny almost got a coupel goals today too. He's doing so good. We went to the store after the game, he wanted to spend some of his money. He got some more Army toys, lol. That's all he wants to get anymore. If it's not a new video game, it's an Army toy. He misses his daddy so much. And i know he's getting just as anxious as I am that Allen's coming home soon. I can't wait for the day that he's back at home with us again. It just sucks that we still have a little while to go. I hope the time goes by fast. I know I'll be busy with school, and the rest of soccer season. Then the holidays are coming. I don't know whether or not the holidays is gonna be a good time for me or not. I'm trying to think of it in a positive way because once the holidays are over it'll be almost time for Allen to come home. But at the same time, i think they're gonna suck because our family can't be together. I want Allen to be here with us, so that our family is complete again, but I know that's not gonna happen so I'm trying really hard not to get my hopes up. He just got online to talk to me again. that's 3 times today. I'm so happy. I don't and never did expect him to call me 3 times a day, but the more I hear from him the happier I am, and the easier it makes things for me. He seems a little tired tonight, as he should be. I know he must have worked hard today, as he does everyday. But he said he'll call me again in the morning. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE my morning wake up calls from the man that I love. My wonderful husband, the most AMAZING man in the world. Turns out that I was being stupid all along about us not talking, and I was thinking a bunch of crazy thoughts for no reason. I wasn't taking into consideration the time difference between us. So when he said he was doing other things like playing playstation, and watching movies, I thought he was doing those things, and telling me he didn't have time to talk. I know he's not that type of a person, and he would talk to me any chance he got. that's why I couldn't figure out what was wrong. It turns out he's doing these things in the middle of the night while I'm in bed asleep, and by the time I wake up he's busy with work stuff. I can't believe I was so stupid.