Things have been ok for me, really busy, but ok. I went to PA on the 12th for my brother's wedding, it was really nice. The weekend was really rushed and busy because we only had 2 days in PA. It was nice to see my family, and I got to spend some time with Allen's parents, his sisters, neice and her kids. It was really nice seeing them, and getting to spend some time with them. I even took them to my aunt's house so that they could talk to him, and see him on the webcam. It was nice. I know he enjoyed being able to see and hear them, since it's been so long. I can't wait till Allen gets home and our life will finally feel normal again. But at the same time, I'm nervous, and scared about the way things will be. We had a really interesting conversation last night, and he said some things to me that I never would have expected to come from him, but they did, and it kinda hurt. I know that it's the truth and sometimes the truth can hurt. I'm glad he was honest with me, but deep down inside it still hurt. I can't understand though why he reacted the way he did to a situation that doesn't even have anything to do with me and him. Which leads me to believe that there's more to the story that I don't know yet. I don't know what lies are being said about me, and who's saying what, but for him to react the way he did, and to say that he doesn't want to discuss it with me on the phone or over the computer tells me that there has to be more to this than what he's saying to me. I just wish I knew what it was. Everything was so good until people start talking and making up lies because they are unhappy with their own lives, or for whatever reason they're talking about me now. I don't understand. O-well I'm not gonna let it bother me too much cause i know the truth, and that's really all that matters. I just want everything to be back to normal, and that's it.