One week down

Well, here we are, this is offically one week now, since he's been gone. I can't believe that's all the longer it's been, it already feels like he's been gone forever. I don't know how I'm gonna do this. I'm trying to stay as busy as I can, but right now I think I'm in a slump or something. It's hard because, I'm worried all the time. Oh God, what if something happens to him, how will I go on. I love him more than anything, and I don't know what I would do without him. I mean, he assured me that he would be careful, and that they'll take care of each other over there, but I'm always on guard. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells sometimes, like I can't move. I'm consumed with worry, and I can't make it stop. I know that it will get better in time, but the worry will always be with me until he comes home. I can't wait for that day.