Well this is the first Valentine's Day that I've had to be alone. It sucked completely. I don't know why he didn't call me today, or yesterday, I know he was probably busy or something, but I feel forgotten again. I mean yesterday was our Anniversary, and today Valentine's Day. I didn't even hear from him, on either day. I don't know when he's gonna call the next time, and not knowing, is killing me. I'm stressed out and angry all the time, and I don't know what to do to make it better. I want everything to be ok, and deep down I believe eventually, it will be, but when is the question. I feel horrible, and I feel like he doesn't even care. Did he think about me today, or did he think about me yesterday. Knowing that it was our Anniversary, I wonder if he did forget about me. Or maybe he just forgot it was our Anniversary. God, why am I feeling like this, and thinking these things, when I know it's not true, he loves me as much as I love him of course he remembered, probably just couldn't call me