I feel so much better. I finally went to the doctor's and it looks like all my symptoms are stress related, they haven' found anything medically wrong with me, Thank God for that. 8 medical tests in the past five days, and nothing. I was kinda suprised, because I've felt so miserable, it's amazing what stress can do to a person. He reenlisted, which I'm happy about. I think he made the right decision, and I know that he put alot of thought into the decision, so did I.
Things seem to be looking up for us. After a little rough spot, I finally feel like I have control back in my life. There's still some work I have to do. But, it's with my own issues. Not his. Nothing him or anyone else can do about it. I'm working through it, and with his help and support I know everything will be ok. I have alot of things planned to keep myself busy during the rest of this deployment. Denny will be back to school soon, and I'll be back to coaching his team. The holidays are right around the corner, and my parents will be here to visit soon. I think it's gonna be nice to have someone come here to visit for a change rather than me doing all the traveling. I'm just glad that I feel better, and some of the stress is off of him too. Thats all I wanted was for this to be as easy as possible for us as a family, and I think it finally is.