I'm still waiting to hear from him again. Hoping that everything's ok. I'm sure it is, but I still have an uneasy feeling, the one I always have when I know he's out on the road over there. It's already morning time for him, and if he's made it back then he must be sleeping. I didn't do anything today. Once again, no motivation to do anything at all. I just sat around the house all day worrying. I can't wait till my counseling appt. It's not till the 19th though. That's still 3 days away. I always seem to feel better when I first get back from my appt. but then within a few days I'm back to feeling like my whole world is falling apart. I wish I knew why, and I wish I knew how to fix it, or make it go away. I'm starting to get a little worried again, i thought I would have heard something from him by now. It's been hours since i figured i would be hearing from him, where could he be. I guess he's still out on the road, hopefully, he'll im me tonight sometime, or at least by morning. I doubt I'll get much sleep tonight, I usually can't sleep when I don't know what's going on with him. The kids are in bed, and sleeping, I'm not really tired, just bored. I don't feel like going to sleep right now, but I don't have anything else to do either. Me and Denny played Uno again tonight, he beat me twice, but at least I won one of our games. He's getting better at it too. I bet he could even beat daddy now. Oh wait, Daddy always loses at that game. I just hope I hear something from him soon, for now I guess all I can do is wait.