Today was another good day. I didn't do a whole lot, mostly just relaxed at the house, and played some games online. I got to talk to Allen which was great. He even took the time to im me when he got back tonight to let me know he was safe. He's so thoughtful. He knows how much I worry, so he always finds a way to make me feel better.
I had a pretty good day with Denny today. He even took a bath without me asking, because he was afraid i was gonna take away his playstation games if he didn't get in the shower. It was cute, but at the same time it shows that he is learning that there's consequences to his actions. And with the help of Allen, I think we're getting things under control. I know he has a lot of anger built up inside of him, and I'm not sure if it's deployment related or not, but he does seem to be getting better. I think talking to Allen helps him too, cause talking to him lets Denny know his Daddy's ok. He's always in a better mood after talking to him. He fell asleep in our bed tonight, I'll probably just leave him there, everyone else is sleeping, and he's too heavy for me to lift.
I think I'm starting to handle things alot better. I know I definately feel better than I did. I think it's a combination of my medicine, my doctor's visit, and the biggest part is communication that I have with Allen now. It makes a HUGE difference. I feel like I have more control over things than I did before, and we've been doing good planning approx. what time we're gonna be talking so I don't worry as much. Of course, when I know he's on the road I still worry, but it eases my mind to get the im from him telling me he's back and that he's safe. It's a great feeling. I know we're gonna get through this deployment, and hopefully we'll be stronger in the end.