I didn't get to talk to him at all today. I'm kinda worried about it. We talked on the phone last night, and he was sick. I hope he's not in the hospital or anything, and i hope everything's ok. The conversation we had last night, wasn't our normal conversation. He seemed so distant. I almost felt like I was talking to one of my friends, instead of talking to my husband. I didn't like it at all. I didn't say anything to him about it, but I was upset towards the end of the call, and he didn't seem to really care very much that I was crying, he just kept saying that he had to go. That he needed to get ready for work, and go eat breakfast. I know it's not that he doesn't care, because I know he does, it just hurt, because, sometimes, when i need him the most he's not there, or so out of touch with my feelings. It's never been that way before, and I hope that it doesn't stay that way, cause I miss him, and I want my husband back. Not the distant guy that I talked to last night on the phone. I'm probably over reacting, and maybe it was just cause he was sick, and just got out of bed. It's hard now, cause I got so used to talking to him everyday, a couple times a day, and now today, to not talk to him at all, has REALLY sucked. I need to get some sleep, tomorrow's a new day, I hope I get to talk to him soon.